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  1. AA

From the recording L.O.D.B

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Lyrics

Everybody be hollering tryna wake me up
but in my sweet sedated slumber state I may be stuck

sippin on liquor no longer only to make me buzz

I can't believe that my dna is tryna break me cuz

they say that it's a disease but i don't believe it bruh

at least it ain't amphetamines that I be crazy for

and yet it's making me fiend for it on the daily

I'm missing time with my babies mind hazy cuz of my crazy love

I'm fucked up and I can't help it I'm feeling helpless

but won't give it up cuz I'm selfish disregarding effects to my health it's

a problem that never gets dealt with uh

and I'm aware of the effects it's having on my relationships

but still keep it simmering all up in the pot

I've lost count of the opportunities I may have dropped

cuz I was busy hungover wasting my day laid on the couch

no doubt

but even though I recognize that I'm shot I still don't have it in my plans to stop so why not








Pour out another one and take a sip

know I should quit but it's just so good once it hits your lips

just let me drift into that warm and welcome abyss

I'm not addicted that's something that I'll never admit

I'm not a fucking alcoholic

Nah not me

Don’t call me a fucking alcoholic







Maybe I'm tryna drown my demons using elixirs as a remedy

or maybe my family history's to blame for my affinity

for tippin the bottle until the shits hollow and wallowing in my memories

get rid of the sorrow I've bottled tomorrow I won't feel my extremities

Now don't get me wrong I recognize I show the signs

of a textbook case of an alcoholic living in denial

but fuck a twelve step program give me a twelve pack I'll be fine

besides it ain't your liver it's mine

and I still get up at 5 and make it to work on time everyday like I'm sposed to

providing for mine on a level that most of you bitches ain't close to

walking this tightrope cuz I chose to

I apologize to those who've seen me in those moods to those that know truce

dude

you can never help those that don't want it

and at this point I don't call it a problem I'm just gone lost in orbit

if I ever return I hope I don't have a Columbia moment

end up exploding before I'm home but till then think I'm gonna








Pour out another one and take a sip

know I should quit but it's just so good once it hits your lips

just let me drift into that warm and welcome abyss

I'm not addicted that's something that I'll never admit

I'm not a fucking alcoholic

Nah not me

Don’t call me a fucking alcoholic